One truth. I’m pathetic… I’m surprised at how lonely and pathetic I have become in such a short while. So much time only working and interacting with my wife and children has made me a Stranger in a Strange land sitting in this Coffee shop trying to come to grips whit what has just happened. I don’t do alone very well… I’m bad company and don’t want to hang out with me 24/7 any more.

Zen in a nutshell: Don’t just do something, stand there. I’ve recently been told to just lay low… I don’t do “lay low” very well… As a matter of fact often I can’t sit still at all. People have said that I might be manic but I can assure you it is not mania… I just hate it when $h1t isn’t getting done. As a matter of fact… Fvck Zen Give me a Rocket Launcher.


Plan A, Plan B... Plan 9 From Outer Space.
Plan A, Plan B… Plan 9 From Outer Space.


Plan A, Plan B, Plan 9 From Outer Space.

 Ever have $h1t just up and go wrong? I’m sure you have because this is the nature of $h1t… $h1t goes wrong. But this time $h1t went wrong that I didn’t even know I had.

The only way to tell this story is to… :

So… Somebody I knew for many years and trusted, as well as knew me (really knew me) Turns out it is a psychopath… Harsh but, it’s the only explanation that fits… So, imagine what could happen if you pissed off a psychopath that pretty much knows your every twist of mind and character and how you would react in pretty much any given situation like they know the back of their own hand… Not good.

So the thing is a psychopath that pretty much knows where your every next step is has no trouble at all leaving a bucket of $h1t right you may very easily (probably… More than just likely) step in it.

 Now some psychopaths are very clever bastards… Very very clever but lucky for me this particular psychopath, though very bright, isn’t brilliant.

This particular psychopath of mine, though practiced and apparently quite good a fvcking peoples’s $h1t up, made some mistakes… Actually quite a few… And one was huge (which is actually what led me to the diagnosis of psychopath… Their was plenty to go on however I missed those but…). Actually two mistakes I’ve found so far were huge but only the one huge one is germane to the diagnosis.

This little Psychopath overreached… Tried for the brass ring but forgot where they were standing and may very well fall of the merry-go-round into a brutal face plant.

So Plan A: Come out with both guns a firing and (figuratively) blast this psychopath’s $h1t away… Plan A is to Win. The truth should not be difficult to defend but unfortunately most people are not really that bright .

Sitting in a defensive position just doesn’t “sit well” with me… Screw defense – Counter strike!

Plan B: Go Surfing. 

Plan 9 From Outer Space?

Plan 9 from Outer Space was the worst movie ever made
Well… Plan 9 from Outer Space was the worst movie ever made.


 Pissing Off Psychopaths is Dangerous

If this could even possibly fit someone you know keep them the hell out of your $h1t because they will eventually Fvck it up. Take a look:

Psychopathy Checklist-Revised: Factors, Facets, and Items
Factor 1 Factor 2 Other items
Facet 1: Interpersonal

  • Glibness/superficial charm
  • Grandiose sense of self-worth
  • Pathological lying
  • Cunning/manipulative

Facet 2: Affective

  • Lack of remorse or guilt
  • Emotionally shallow
  • Callous/lack of empathy
  • Failure to accept responsibility for own actions
Facet 3: Lifestyle

  • Need for stimulation/proneness to boredom
  • Parasitic lifestyle
  • Lack of realistic, long-term goals
  • Impulsiveness
  • Irresponsibility

Facet 4: Antisocial

  • Poor behavioral controls
  • Early behavioral problems
  • Juvenile delinquency
  • Revocation of conditional release
  • Criminal versatility
  • Many short-term marital relationships
  • Promiscuous sexual behavior


You… Yes You.

I know you don’t give a rats ass but do you see yourself in here?

… I do.

So does everyone that ever really knew you.

Go RTF to hell.